Perfection...!!!

PERFECTION!
Many of us or people i would say longs for the sense of perfection in their lives be it in their appearance, career, studies, status, or even in their relationship with their loved ones...take it for instance, a man or a women wants everything to be perfect in their lives..they want to be first in class, hold the best job, dreams achieved, and they even want a perfect life mate who is perfect....

Perfection is a state of completeness and flawlessness of a person...But if a person says he is PERFECT..Is he really is??? If yes, in what sense??? Because its hard and almost impossible for us to find a simply-perfect person in this world...

A perfect person does not literally means that he has completed his life duty, or he has achieved something in life..but it means that He has achieved his dreams through his own hard work and passion, He who gain extra-knowledge by exploring the world, He who is recognized by the nation and most of all is He who achieved something that is immortal or something that is endless...that is His spirituality well-being..because spirituality is the root to perfection and happiness...Through our spiritual life only we can be mature to be strong in dealing with life-situations....

Many people thinks that they are perfect, but in reality they are not..because they think they are perfect..so they are not..and who thinks that they are not perfect then they are perfect because He is perfect in telling the truths...its a simple mechanism...try saying this to yourself.. "i'm not perfect"..and you'll know what i meant...

No one is perfect in this world...but at least we could try our dear best to be perfect...Trust me He who plants seed and take good care of it..will live to see it's fruits....!!!

....But.. Everyone is PERFECT in GOD's eye's....
So don't worry.. cus nothing in this world is immortal...!!!

Bad Mood...!!!

Was at college today.....had a bad mood after one of my fren irritates and shouted at me to the max....then i shouted at that person back cos was damn pist off.....(all because of a misunderstanding agenda of our class jacket-making project)...I was damn mad at that person because that person shouted at me thinking that i'm an idiot fool..without knowing the truth...and for some reason i hate that person...i jux hate that person......Arghghghghgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


My mood was very bad till the last class..until my lecturer asked me 'y nicholas..y ur not active today'..i said 'nuting sir'..then he understood that something went wrong somewhere with me.....because this was not the real ME...My the other friends all asked me..'y wut happen'?..i kept quiet...even some of them scared and dare not talk to me..when my mood is out..i heard them saying 'takut aku nak ckp ngan nick ni...muka garang'..huhu!!!... I was thinking to myself....my faced were not garang at all...but they are scared...(but maybe that time garang la kot)haha.....because i had never been this bad before..!!!.....


After some of my friends consoled me...and said 'dia mmg gitu..bengong sokmo'...i was abit relief....came back..went out with friends..and now my mind are relieved...tomorrow again mus faced that person's face again...OMG...help me....!!!

Gala Nyte...!!!

Hi...how r u guys doing? hope all r fine...
I'm here to blog about the GALA NYTE that has been organised by OLOF church,kb...
It was held on last friday (20.8.10)...at Grand Riverview Hotel...It started at about 7.30 after the maghrib prayers..I went with my family...!!!
VIP's that attended the nyte was Bishop from the diocese of penang, Anuar's Tan right hand and some from MCA...
This Gala nyte was being organised because of our church 60th Anniversary and also to raised fun for the building of the Fatima open hall...
As usual for all the ceremonies they will be speeches given by the VIP's..and of course opening prayer by Fr.Robert..
There are all sorts of presentations like for example the dayak dance, the east malaysia cultural dance, songs, ballet, hiphop...and of course cake cutting ceremony....(important)huhu!!!

ballet

east malaysia cultural dance

cake cutting ceremony by the church's pioneers

ballet

Actually, sorry for the blured pictures....but it was damn good as to be seen live...!!!
Besides the presentation and stuff..one more important stuff(for me la)..FOOD...haha....as usual food at this hotel is damn nice n good...managed to capture one type of food ny...cause i was busy enjoying the show's.Altogether there were eight dishes served on the table...!!!

Huhu..fish! saw the greedy hand..!!haha

For this event i changed my hair style which looks good(i tink so la..based on comments and ratings.haha)..
my dad styled it for me....at first it loos stupid..but when i enter the hotel...my friends all said..'wow nicholas u changed ur hairstyle..good good...' I was like 'oh..ok'

Ok coming back to the event...the event ended at about 10.00p.m....after the cake was cut and we were entertained by musics from a band from sg.petani..COOL...!!!

After that..what else.... pictures time...huhu!!...went out of the ball room... all said 'take pictures with me'...haha..i pun apa lagi...gila gambar juga....haha.....

Face looks weird after shaving..hehe!!!

The above pictures are just a little bit of the bunch of pictures i took that night..haha...

All in all the Gala nyte was a ver enjoyable and a successful one...and all of us enjoyed ourselves much..hehe..!!!

Tanxx @ Reading!!!

College Jokes...!!!

Wakakaka!...
As usual cardio class is always fun...full of jokes n stuff!....
One girl said "sir BANANA is good for memory" , then he said "yes it is..luckily you remembered what i taught you last semester"...
After a while suddenly another girl asked.. "sir may i go to toilet"? then he saw me and smiled.... he said "yes"...

¬¬¬ Then he said... one talking about banana, another wants to go to toilet....!!! is there any relationship between a banana and a toilet...he asked me...! i smiled n said ... ermm maybe la sir.... then he said....not maybe..i know what you're thinking...!!! then he said to me in a teasing manner " nicholas aren't you asking why,how it relates"? hahahahha...i laughed...n said i know la sir....thats why i kept quiet...!!! Reason he asked me is because i like to ask silly questions..especially.............hahahaha!!....for fun la...
if not class will be boring!!¬¬¬

And you.... Do you know the relationship between  BANANA and TOILET????

Enjoy Reading!!!

All Day's Chores...!!!

Hey guys....updating ma blog!

M so damn tired today...went for neurology extra-class at 10.00am.... guess what??? I was told by my lecturer that the class would be cancelled because the lab is not available...Oh Gosh!!!.... WTFrog...all the students came early at 10 is just because of the neuro extra-class because on thursday there are only one class and that is at 2.00pm....haya!...imagine me telling the students...that class are cancelled(kena marah beb...)..then i went and explain to the lecturer the situation again..after much of saliva being sacrificed..another lecturer agreed to share the lab with our class...fuhhhh! luckily....

After class, Dad fetch me at 6.00p.m...

At night went to church for choir practice...fuyooo...the songs for tomorrow mass was fantastic man....nice songs... my throat dried up and had headache..after practicing for about 2 hours....but it was interesting...later went for supper with Dr at sapura..! food was nice... thankss to Dr....

Reach home at 12.00am...uh....so tired and sleppy....and tomorrow gotta get up early for church!...
 >_____....._____< ZzZzZzZ

Love & Time...!!!

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

Cardio Class...!!!

Hahahaha!!! This was what happened yesterday (9/08/10).......
Slept late the previous day...as usual la...then my mom got up late...so........hehe.....i also got up late la for class...got up at 7.35 a.m..(class was at 8.00a.m)...Gosh...rush to the shower room..thought of not taking a bath..but....neh...took a quick bath...and vrooom vrooom.... got on the bike and left for college at 8.15a.m..(oh no...! it's late...)

Went inside the classroom at 8.25 a.m...it's 25 minutes late...went in and the lecturer was teaching...but i acted like nothing happen la.... said "Good morning Sir, Sorry Sir"...went and sat la....don't know why suddenly got no mood la... It was cardio class so..he was teaching bout acute kidney failure....Then suddenly my lecturer asked..(with a teasing tone) "So, nicholas why you were late today....got up late? motorcycle problem? stomach ache? slept late? forgot your timetable?" i was so shocked to hear all the excuses (all of wish was my normal excuses la....hehehe....but to other lecturers)... i kept quiet and gave him a smile...damn...whole class laugh...huhu...

Then while he was teaching..he wrote some points on the white board which was meant for us to copy... i was copying when he asked "All had finished?" i said no and the rest said yes....again he asked me " Why you're so slow today?" again i smiled..........hehe....

Then again he continued teaching....then he asked some questions la..i didn't answer(no mood la)...then he said "Why you're not answering today?"...i smile....haya....quiet also cannot then when i make noise also cannot...haiz.....i was laughing in my heart.....hehehehe...y this lecturer so funny today!!!

Later he asked the class " you all know what is pruritis?"..class said NO....i kept quiet cause i know.....then he said "Nicholas will not asked this things all.....but he will simply asked bout other things....." hehehe...then i said "No la sir, i know what is pruritis...." then he said "ermmm...so ur being selfish...?" i said "no la sir....haya"....later he continued teaching... (because i will asked nonsense stuff all la..but its related...for example... "sir what is sexually tranmitted disease and how it can be transmitted?"..hahahaha...

While he was teaching bout things related to reproduction...then suddenly i smiled....hehehehe..... he said "see nicholas is smiling now"..then he smiled back...

Yesterday was the funiest and craziest cardio class....
anyway had a great class yesterday....and after that my mood returned....!

Tanxx @ Reading...!

Gave It All Away...!!!

I ..... I will learn to live before I die
will learn to love and learn to try
not to give it all away (give it all away)
She ... she may be
the one that's meant for me
or for the man that I used to be (used to be)
til' I gave it all away (gave it all away)

CHORUS
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

you taught me to see the better truth
about yourself but about me too (about me too)
I was stupid over you
what could I do

CHORUS
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

some people wait a lifetime for a chance like this
I've waited enough
baby, no, I won't let you go
I'm sick of tears and being fierce

(I won't let go of you, I won't let go of you, of you, of you)

CHORUS
why hy hy I lay my heart down on the floor
I showed you love, you wanted more re re
but I gave it all away (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry)

there's nothing left to take (cry ry ry ry cry ry ry ry ry)

I gave it all away

It's one of my favourite song...!

Dream Of Life...!!!

Life is full of dreams and ambition… but could we achieve it?…or could we even go near to those dreams n ambition?…If YES, How, and When will those dreams get to fly out of our mind freely….and How and When will those dreams get their wings…?

People thinks that achieving one’s dream in life rather than money and wealth is easy to achieve…they will not know until and unless they are in that person’s shoe… 24/7 thinking of ways and working hard to achieve his dreams…even though it is a painful stabbing feelings of a person for he knows that he must work really hard and give all out in order for him to live his dreams…

The path or route in achieving dreams in life is rather rocky and icy…and its like walking on thousand nails barefooted with much winding…But a person who have a real dreams that need to come true..will go forth and walk on those nails even though its painful and bleeding because he dared to dream big…and therefore he shall go through the pain as long as life endures…

Dreams are not meant to be dreamed and be kept in the frontal lobe….it’s meant to fly and YOU are responsible to give it it’s wing’s and teach that dream to fly…”Man shall not live this earth without achieving his dreams”…this is my quote and principal…

Don’t care what the world may think about you…all you know is you’re gonna achieve you dream’s…

” I BROKE MY HEART, FOUGHT EVERY GAIN, TO TASTE THE SWEET I FACE THE PAIN, I RISE AND FALL YET THOROUGH IT ALL, THIS MUCH REMAINS…ALL I NEED IS CHANCE” » chance for me to achieve and live my dreams…

Pelangi Petang...!!!

Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku

Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini

Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan pasti
Pergi jua...

SORRY...!!! ;(((

SORRY!!! What do you guys think bout this word? Is it a word said by someone when he/she had broken ones heart or is it a word that people take for granted?

It is something we need to ponder upon, the way we were brought up has a tremendous impact on our life to be, because when we were young we were thought to say SORRY when we had done something wrong right? So, with this stigma sticks in our mind that "Oh when i've done something wrong towards a person, i must say sorry" for instance we say SORRY when we hit others, we say SORRY when we "broke" someones heart either by our words or deeds, we say SORRY when we know and are aware of our mistakes...

However, if we see this word SORRY in a different perspectives, we can learn to grow to be more matured and we can learn to express our professionalism when we are dealing with others... for example people will have good thoughts about us when we say SORRY for the things that might had an impact on others life, or when we are in a team...we say SORRY when the team losses something important because of our attitude...

But many people uses the word SORRY falsely or take for granted on this word SORRY just because they did something wrong "intentionally" without taking into account of ones feelings...for instance when we are in a team and we are assign to carry out certain projects and the projects fail because of our attitude that might have cause the team a big loss... we simply say SORRY and thats it....because according to human tradition ones a person says SORRY it means that he had realized his wrong doings and has repented... but sadly..some people take it for granted...the same person would say the word SORRY over and over again...without repenting... some of us, when someone says SORRY to us.. we are not and wont be ready to accept their SORRY... instead we expect them to accept ours...this is called EGO and SELF-CENTERED person...

So what i'm trying to say, that we should know and realize our mistakes and not take for granted on the word SORRY...

I know no one is perfect and none will be but we could always try to be perfect right???

Because we humans sometimes don't realize what we had done until we sit quietly and think back of our past... we think that we are correct and others are wrong... some of us are just not ready to accept others opinion...

So... please try to accept others as they are... and do things for others as how we expect things from others...People around us is a gift from GOD...so we should cherish and thank GOD for those people...who make our life's so beautiful and meaningful....

Tanxxx @ Reading....

VESTIBULOCOCHLEAR TALK.....BAL-EX launching ceremony...!!!

Yesterday ( 1st AUGUST)..there was a seminar about  VESTIBULOCOCHLEAR SYSTEM and the launching of BAL-EX at Grand Riverview Hotel organised by UNIVERSITI SAINS MALAYSIA...each undergraduate participants need to pay RM50... 65 of us from MUCH...
So, when to college by 7.45A.M...the bus departed at about 8.10AM.M...and the talk is scheduled to start at 8.00A.M..O Gosh...its damn late and i was afraid cause i was one of the person incharge representing my college....cooolly sat down in the bus...then bout 15 minutes reach at the hotel...registered and are ready for the talk...
I was very surprise to know that the event has not yet started waiting for us...haya..malu betul...hehe...but nevermine la...not a matter...
Then they announced the arrival of all the professors, doctors, dean and etc....then one man when up there and was reciting the prayer(gosh it too so long for him to finish the prayer + he was not prepared) but i don"t care la cause it was just a prayer...hehe...good what!!!

Then they started introducing BAL-EX la..that is balance exercise for patients who has vestibulocochlear system impairment..because of this impairment..the patient is unable to balanced their body...then they launched the BAL-EX...
BAL-EX is a very useful method to treat patient with balance problem an there was live demonstration and testimonies given by patient who has benefited form this treatment....
Then the talk was about anatomy & physiology of the human EAR...gosh..there so much things to remember...

DO YOU KNOW???  that the EAR is the first SENSORY ORGAN that is developed in a foetus...WOW...

Then they gave a talk about VERTIGO(common among pilots) because vertigo is got to do with balance...vertigo is a condition where your perception on the things you see and the things that your sensory system tells your brain is DIFFERENT...it is a feeling of nausea, vomiting, headacheness...

In short about VERTIGO

Then the talk when on with VEMP (Vestibular Evoked Myogenic Potential)
>> Saccule is important for linear movements in the vertical plane...
>> Utricle is important for linear movements in the horizontal plane...

Test is being done

Lecturer (Neuro)

Ermmm..then lunch time...i thought that for RM50 the food will just be like.....................(u noe)..
but i was wrong...OMG....it was Heaven for awhile...there's so much food to be tasted...the desert are just awesome..had a great lunch there(its worthy)....

All in all there's so much new things that i've learnt during this one day session and i really hope that can apply those knowledge to my future patients and to improve their health status for a better and quality life.....

REMEMBER: It's not the QUANTITY of days you will live on this earth that matters, but the QUALITY of  life that you've journeyed is what matters...!!!

So, give the best out of your life...!!! be positive n think positive and all will fall into place...as what u've planned....Health Comes First...!!!