Ash Wednesday...!!!

Ash Wednesday is a sacred and holy day celebrated by all christians around the world as it marks the first day of Lent.. It's a day where we should realize and repent and start to pray asking for God's forgiveness for all the sins that we've committed and continue to repent and pray faithfully till we're gone...

The whole purpose is to mourn, repent, fast and pray, and find your way to the Lord to attain forgiveness through which one gets eternal life!

Remember, O man, that you are dust, and unto dust you shall return." this verse in the Holy Bible reminds us of who we are and where we came from... we are just made of dust and to dust we shall return when we're dead.. so there's no use at all having much possessions and money yet not sharing them with the less fortunate cause we can't bring them along but we can bring our good deeds and our faith along....

So, happy fasting month to all christians out there.. pray and keep your faith for we're the ambassadors of Christ

Remember, O man, that you are dust, and unto dust you shall return." ~ Genesis 3:19

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Diary Dated 8th March 2011...!!!

Diary Dated 8th March:  Totally a disaster day and no one would want to start their day like how I did.
I was totally out of mood went i left for college that morning because of some issues took place the night before, so I was totally moody and you would not want to pull words with me cause I might blast you off the face...

Anyway, I reached college 5 minutes before class and you know what?  There's a practical exam today and oh Shitttt, here I am out of mood plus my mind is somewhere else, how am I gonna sit for the practical exam....Goshhhh....  now it's totally a chain of event that would eventually lead to a whole lot of disaster....

I literally spoke to anyone that day even to my lecturers.... when I got off the car and was walking towards the lab, my friends approach me but I just smiled at them and walk off which I would never do on my normal days where I would sit and talk to them, laugh and even crack jokes.... all of them were like "Nick what happen? why you're like this? this is not the person I use to know.... I miss your smile, your laughter, your humor and whatsoever 'your' they could possibly think of.... Pondering on that again, I felt so bad for treating them like that, but I cant help it at that time (no one could)...

Then my lecturer asked the whole class to write a Musculoskeletal Assessment format, which was part of the practical marks... then it's time for practicals...... Hell Off.. I did like Shitttt... you can bet I was like an idiot standing infront of my lecturer answering none except for one of his questions.... can you imagine???
Even my lecturer was shocked and asked me " whats happening to you? any problem? you did not write your assessment well either"... I said nothing except silence.. then again he asked me, then I told him "nothing sir, i'm okay, but it's not a good morning today and totally not a good day, I'm having some problems".. then he began advising me and so on... at last I said " thank you sir" and walk off the lab and separated myself from the rest.. wanted to be alone... was damn sad and frustrated with my performance just now.....
Anyway, true enough I was like that for the whole day... none approach me to asked anything... all they did was just asking me Why Why and Why???

It hurts till now, of how my mind affects my life and my performance and for not doing well in my practicals, I even cried after the practical exam.... It's like an Auto-Immune disease where your own guard cells eats your body up....

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Why Change The World If Yourself Are Unchanged...!!!

Why Change The World If Yourself Are Unchanged!
This is a short phrase yet contains bombastic and deep meaning....
I want to share a story with my fellow readers here about a man who changed the world for his sake, but literally changed himself.

There was a millionaire who was bothered by severe eye pain.  He consulted so many physicians and consumed heavy loads of drugs.  But the ache persisted.  At last a monk who was supposed to be an expert in treating such patients was called in.

The monk understood his problems and said that for some time he should concentrate only on green colors and not on any colors.  The millionaire directed that every object his eyes is likely to see, to be painted in green color.


When the monk came to visit him after a few days, the millionaire's servant ran buckets of green paints and poured on him since he was in saffron dress, lest their master see any other color.  Hearing this the monk laughed and said " If only you had purchased a pair of Green Spectacles, worth just a few dollars, you could have saved these walls and trees and could have saved a large share of his fortune "

From the above story that you've read, what can you conclude?

See do not bother changing one's cloth if yours has not been changed.

We always throw or spit blames on others even when we're at fault, if u take a moment reflecting on the person you hate most (your enemy) trying to see the beauty of that person beyond their evil look, see the good things in them rather than the bad things, this will make you to appreciate their presence around you.

If a sinner or wrong-doers or if a person had done something wrong seeks your help, Do not to cast him away and yet speak to him, show your affection towards him or just lent him your ears... make him to repent and to straighten up his life.. But if you cast him, he's just going to continue his old bad routines.

Transformed yourself first and the world will be transformed according to your will......!!!

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Tired...!!! !"$%^&*^%$"!

Ouuuchhh.....
Hyep.. just stopping by to give some marshmallows bout today....
Today had been a Damn tiring day as class started at 10a.m. and ended at 4p.m
Then I shoot off to my lecturers condominium with some of my friends to discuss about our going-to-do-project for the College opening ceremony which is next week....
Oh man a lot of things had to be done yet there's little time left.......
Just came back around 11p.m... was on the road the whole day....
Plus there's test tomorrow morninggggggggggg..... Arghghghhghgh... It's seconds from disaster...... Huhu
God please help me thru this...!!!
One more ting guys... tomorrow class + test is at 8.00a.m......huhu.... what a wonderful timing...ryte???

Nick.. God better be on ur side tom....!!!

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..................... Paramedic For 2 Days.....................

Good Evening guys..
How are you?, hope everything is on the go....
Anyway here's a quick preview of my weekend's time-out...

MUCH STAD had organized futsal tournament MSKB Cup 2011.  Winners of this tournament will be choosen to represent the College to play in the forthcoming Inter-varsity Futsal Tournament next week...
Aites... My role for the futsal tingy is not as a player, Since STAD had asked some of us to assist them with the Futsal tournament, we're not able to join the game, however I was chosen to be one of the paramedics along with Three (3) of my friends.
Yesterday (friday) was not so bad la... not many serius injuries, the normal ones like sores, muscle cramps, muscle pain, blisters
Anyway speaking bout yesterday, I realized something, opposite sex treatment produces better and faster outcomes...hahahahahaha ;)))

Okay.. as for today I went a little bit late (usual reason) can u guess??? Hehehe....
By the time I went... there's already a few patient's being treated by other paramedics....
Not too long into the scene, suddenly we were alarmed of an emergency inside the Futsal court... I was the only one who was free at that time, as my other friends were busy treating others.  So I had to rush to the scene along with my first-aid kit having thought of some kinda small injuries, but went I arrived at the scene, the girl was unconscious (fainted), then some came to help, carried her onto a table and started to do what is necessary to regain her conscious, then later luckily she was fine walking about...
Pheeewww it was a relieve for the team & me.... Hahahahaha...
Then, later in the day, some had open wounds, incisions came off, toe nail bleeds, skin lacerations due to friction between the skin and the turf.....
Oh yea... It was a hectic day.. came back only to find myself dozing off after a quick bath...
All in all.. it was quite a fun thing to do and most importantly the experienced that I've gained during this weekend....

Well, that's all i guess for now...
See Yea..
Tc amigos...!!!

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My mind was totally blank moments ago for no reason...
Went for a delicious dinner with my family at Capt.Vijay's residence, We were enlighten by the presence of another 3 families whom we dined with...

Suddenly I felt so lonely, my heart pondered on something, my mind went blank and for the whole period of the evening I was all by myself not speaking to others.. some even asked.. "hey what happen"?......
Matters of realizing my dreams kept disturbing my thoughts, an uncomfortable feeling rush thru my nerves, afraid of time, challenges & many more excruciating thoughts....

Anyway I'm kinda wise when I wrote this post....;))

Took my pain killer:
--- Greys Anatomy
--- Private Practice
--- Talking to peers whom enlighten my night (Kangaroo, Shin, Mal, Doc) Millions of Thxx to you guys...    Really made my night....
--- Aviation Subjects
--- Listening to my all time fav songs..

Aitessss.... Catch ya later with another post...
Gonna ZZzzzzZZZzzzZZZ..
Tomorrow gonna b a damn hectic day...!!!
Nights...

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Ventured Back...!!!

Hahahaha....
How are you guys??
First and foremost, I would like to apologize for not updating my blog for the past three months ( I guess so) due to some reasons...
Well I'm back now.... Let's get the chips & bites from the past three months of good and bad things that had past my life....

I would start with christmas celebration that had surely been a blast for me this year having all my cousins from top to bottom all doomed in my house.... A lot of silly jokes were cracked, went to PCB resort a day after christmas, my aunt lost her purse at the resort, opening presents and etc... It was such a wonderful moment for all of us....

Now bites from New Year Celebration that was held at the Church with all of the youths together.. and you know what?? We even pooped up our very own popcorns....Wahhhh... ;))
Had sparkle juice, chips, heavy dinner, watch movies and etc..... we stayed over at the church for the night....

Okay, back to college for the MPP Election... My friends and I worked together day and night for the election, creating posters, get them printed, seeked guidance from lecturers,  hanging the posters all around the college..O gosh, It was such an exhausting week... Anyway the best part was one of my friend and me were standing for the same post and you know what? both of us worked together, distributing our pamphlets together to the same class at the same time, hung the posters together and many more things that we did together... many asked " I thought both of you supposed to be enemy this time around for the election"? Hahahaha.. that was indeed a great joked ever.... having enemies working together to achieved the same desired goal.. How bond we are.... If only our country politicians had had the same thing in mind, our country would be at different level by now... anyway leave that... Waited for almost 4 hours before the election result were being announced.. Both of us knew very soon that we might not win the election because both of us stood for the same post and we are from the same batch, and we're coursemates & classmates, our votes will be divided then.. true enough we didn't won the election but not to worry we were automatically elected for the ' Ahli Majlis-Majlis Tertinggi' MPP....
Anyway joining and winning this election is not the first priority of me joining the election... It was because I want to trained myself to get more leadership experienced thru this election.... It was hell of fun....!!

So guys this was bits & pieces for the past 3 months.... there's a lot more but don't know where to start with...Hahahaha...
Anyway see you on my next post.... in the mean time
SEAT BACK, RELAX & ENJOY YOUR DAY.....!!!

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